Morning workout. More like morning freakout. I am making a commitment. But… I couldn’t find my online workout, the internet was slow, my husband was asking me questions… blah, blah, blah led to morning freakout. I found the workout, completed it. Then… I had to apologize to my coach, my husband, my God! Not how I wanted my day to start, but I am better now.
We all have these freakout moments. None of us are immune. I didn’t like myself very much this morning. I don’t want to be like this. Each day, I am striving to be more Christ-like. Some moments are success. Other moments are fail. I don’t need to let this freakout set the tone for my day. I’ve sought forgiveness. I am seeking God. I am moving forward. I am not staying in the “freak out” mode today. I am reading God’s word and letting His truths wash over me as I find calm in His presence.
Romans 7:15 “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” Romans 7:24-25 “What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!”